"The Plight of the Individual"
or
"How Courtney has been Driving Herself Crazy Trying to Understand Interests and Ideas"
First, I am so very glad that we spent a second week on
interests and ideas. While I am sure
that I have still not fully grasped all the inner workings of these concepts, I
feel slightly more prepared to speak on it in the future. So a huge thank you my classmates for helping
shed light on these elusive subjects.
The two by two we discussed on Tuesday seemed unhelpful at first, but
after going through one piece at a time, I am more comfortable with the
material. And today, I would like to recap some of what I learned and what
questions it created in my mind.
Professor Shirk mentioned that one way to view the two by
two was by considering the top two blocks as “nurture” and the bottom two
blocks as “nature” when thinking about the development and implementation of
interests and ideas. While he cautioned
us not to draw too much from this parallel, I found the mental visual extremely
helpful. Taking it back one step, I think maybe we can
more safely say that the top two blocks may be considered integration and the
bottom two construction? With
impermeable autonomy and attunement, we see actors working together within
themselves to achieve goals and promote interests. With permeable autonomy and attunement, we
see actors shaping and molding those within their societies and communities to
reach those same goals and interest.
I know we are not supposed to necessarily be thinking about
how this relates to individuals as much as states and actors and such, but I
just can’t seem to help it. The plight
of the individual is to observe and be inundated with all of the ideas and
interests around them and then decide for themselves through “gut feelings” or
strategic calculations what right looks like.
Talk about a hard decision. I
turn on the TV or get on Facebook and everybody and their mother’s ideas and
interests bombards me. What if I choose
the wrong one? If I used my gut feeling,
does that make it right for me? What
affect does my choice have on other people?
Is there a way to determine right and wrong? These questions plague me on a daily
basis. **If anything or everything I
said is just completely wrong and way out in left field, feel free to let me
know in the comments, and then point me in the right direction. I will not be offended at all. These past two weeks have been a struggle intellectually,
but I am thankful for the challenge!